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22/03/2007



I feel so alone and confused at the moment i feel everything and one is againest me i feel i cant do anthing right of am useless no matter how i try or what i do. And also im missing friends i not seen in such a long time and miss beig with them and hanging round i hope that will change i mean theres one thats very close to me nd i am to her and miss talking to her its like shows the only one that knows how i feel or understands some times i miss talking her her and being there for her as do i for other friends ive got close to but i not hear from them in ages because of uni and stuff i hope to see them soon though and hear from them. I still very hurt and confused from this girl that used and hurt me real bad in oct'06 its still hurting and confusing me because i got no answer or anything to why she left and hurt me and i just want answers and to be friends ive told her i want to be friends still but i stil not heard from her which makes it harder as all i want to do is talk and understand and hang round still i said id alwys be there for her and i promised that and ment it. she only has one or two others then me thats botherd or cared for her like i do unyet she still wont see it? ive mailed and text her to try and get her to talk but no answer what can i do to get her to see i men ive been told just to leave her to it by her best friend but its hard too because i promised id be there for her and i care for her evern with all the hurt shes coursed maybe im too soft i dont know what do you thing? i just wish she would get in touch with me and talk or mail me, also im so hurt and confused because i treat girls right and everything and unyet i get hurt or left and im always told the same its not me i not done anything wrong so why leave me and hurt me then? it just hurts me more sand confuses me more cos no answers to why?



to be continued

I know all about,

Yea about your reputation

And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation

But I can't help it if I'm helpless

Every time that I'm where you are

You walk in and my strength walks out the door

Say my name and I can't fight it any more

Oh I know, I should go

But I need your touch just too damn much

Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do

I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya

Well I should try to be strong

But baby you're the right kind of wrong

Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong



It might be a mistake

A mistake I'm makin'

But what your givin I am happy to be takin

Cause no one's ever made me feel

The way when I'm in your arms



They say your somethin I should do without

They don't know what goes on

When the lights go out

There's no way to explain

All the pleasure is worth all the pain

Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do ya-hey

I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya

Well I should try to be strong

But baby you're the right kind of wrong

Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong



I should try to run but I just can't seem to

'Cause every time I run your the one I run to

Can't do without what you do to me,

I don't care if I'm in to deep yeah



I know all about,

Yea about your reputation

And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation

But I can't help it if I'm helpless

Every time that I'm where you are



You walk in and my strength walks out the door

Say my name and I can't fight it any more

Oh I know, I should go

But I need your touch just too damn much

Hey-yeah

Lovin you, yeah, isn't really something I should do

I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya

Well I should try to be strong, I should try to be strong

But baby you're the right kind of wrong (right kind of wrong)

Baby you're the right kind of wrong

Baby you're the right kind of wrong



Yeah baby you're the the right kind of wrong

a few questions that i need to know how you could ever hurt me so i need to know what i donw wrong and how long its been going on was it that i never paid enough attention or did i not give enough affection not only will your answers keep sane but ill know never to makee the same mistake again you can tell me to my face or evern on the phone you can write it in a letter either way i need to know did i never treat you right did always start the fight either way im going out my mind all the answers to my questions i need to find . My head spinning boy im in a daze feel isolated dont want to communicate take a shower i will skower i will run find peace of mind that had be mine, conversations hesatasions in my mind you got my consions asking questions that i cant find im not crazy im sure i dont nothing wrong no im just waiting cos i heard that this feeling wont last that long oh never ever ever never felt so low when are you going to take me out this black hole never ever ever felt so sad the way your feeling got me feeling really bad never ever ever i had to find ive had to dig a way to find my own peace of mind never ever ever had my consions to fight the way im feeling it just dont feel right, ill keep seaching deep within my soul for all the answers dont want to hurt no more i need peace gotta feel at ease need to be, free from pain go insane my heart aches yeah conersations hesatations in my mind im not crazy im sure ive done nothing wrong and now im just a waiting cos i heard this feeling wont last that long never ever felt so low when are you going to take me out this back hole never ever ever felt so sad the way your feeling you got me feeling really bad never ever i had to find ive had to fight ive had to dig to find peace of mind i never ever had my consions to fight the way im feeling it just dont feel right never everr felt so low when you going to taske me out this black hole you can tell me to my face you cant tell me on the phone you can write it in a letter babe cos i really need to know